📅 2023, week 5
Whoops! Time to cool off a little. I think I feel overwhelmed because of several reasons:
- I feel intimidated by how bad I feel about the the recorded data and I’m still not sure what I need to do to make it feel better to me.
- I feel like I should upload my music to Spotify and the like so that people have more options for where to listen to my music, but I lose money doing this. I don’t make much from Bandcamp either, so I have a hard time justifying it.
- I messed up redacting one of my videos so I ran out of bandwidth and I wasn’t able to upload all my videos in time for this post.
- Over the weekend I got a bit of assistance with my computer to help my streams operate more smoothly, but there was a stressful point where I was worried I broke everything.
All of this combined makes me feel like I am doing too many things, doing all of them badly, and that I won’t get anywhere. I spent some time this weekend trying to relax more than usual (I had a really good time seeing Everything Everywhere All At Once in theaters this weekend and I think it is now one of my favorites), but I still feel a little dread from the energy requirement and difficulty of what I want to do. So, the schedule is a little light this week. I’m going to make up the inventory management stream I missed last week and doodle around in FL Studio for a bit, but that’s it. Both of the streams will probably be shorter than usual. I may do a stream on Friday if I feel better, but I’m not planning on it.
| Description | Category | Time (UTC +0) |
|---|---|---|
| creating covers with synthv | Music | 2023-01-24 23:57 |
| eco-anxiety writing | Game Dev | 2023-01-27 18:05 |
| expanse rpg: vtubers play cupbearer session 2 | TTRPG | 2023-01-28 18:09 |
| rendering arbitrary shapes | Game Dev | 2023-01-31 00:00 |
| trying to make a song with synthv | Music | 2023-02-01 00:00 |
